So I took the rest of my seroquel at about seven o'clock last night, fell asleep on the couch, was helped to my bedroom by my dad at 10 and woke up this morning at seven a.m. My old man said it was like switching off a light. I've never taken my full dose of seroquel before 11p.m. but I'd rather be completely out of it altogether than feel like I did last night. I felt like all the light and colour was draining from the world, I couldn't take enjoyment in anything, but I also felt so agitated, panicked and distressed. My CPN is going to hear about this tomorrow...
I'm glad to say I now can feel the pleasure of sound and hear the colours and light in it again. The album Laminae by The Green Kingdom is helping. It's beautiful. I can now appreciate beauty again. I fear losing this permanently, because I so often lose it temporarily.
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