Feeling Bad

I'm feeling bad. I don't think I've eaten enough today, I don't think my blood sugar is high enough. With infuriatingly little info from my shrink or CPN I don't know why this happens. I've taken some of my seroquel early. That's helped stop the 'crash' before. 

You know The Godfather? Just when I thought I was out.... sucked back in. You can't escape it, it's inevitable when you feel well, you have to cherish it.