So I'm basically on holiday until the 4th February. What will I do?
Feel like I should restart my social life but... ever since I was 17 the only socialising I have done has been under the influence of hypomania. I don't actually know how to do it, except project confidence- a lot easier when you have infinite reserves! Since then I've been sort of informally diagnosed with a serious mood disorder (they won't tell me about the bipolar thing- I know I've met the conditions for Bipolar 2 though.) and Asperger's Syndrome.
So you can imagine I don't have much confidence to go out and socialise! I feel nervous even talking to people. I had some good times before I crashed in semester 1, there were Americans. I was a bit crazy then. They're gone though.
Think I'll call my cousin. Good news part 3, he's feeling better. Apart from that, I basically don't know how to make friends. I don't know how the system works. I can't remember how I got the ones I've had.
God, what a boring, self-absorbed post. Once I stop being mentally ill, I stop having anything interesting to say! It's for the best...
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